Losing my ambition.

I have had a bad summer business wise and the bills arem piling up. That, plus we had some unexpected bills as well.  My dog had a seizure the other day and I thought I was going to lose her but she is ok today. 
All these things seem to zap the energy from me. Like the old saying when it rains, it pours.  I wasn't sure if I even wanted to run this morning. It took me about 2 hours to make up my mind.  Finally, I went and I did about 2 miles. A little slow but ahhh what the hell. I prayed the whole time and I told my Higher Power He seems to be letting me down a little.  I knew that there would be a few valleys so that we could appreciate the peaks but I didn't realize the valley would be like the Grand Canyon.
Anyway enough venting for one day.  I hope things improve soon. Love to all my friends.