Losing Faith
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"Everything happens for a reason."
"God has a plan."
"Have faith."
Have faith in what?!?!? My friend told me "you HAVE to have faith in SOMETHING." WHY?!?!? More importantly, HOW??? I lost faith in a god I already wasn't really sure about anyway. The bigger loss is faith in myself. I've completely lost faith in my body. I feel betrayed like I did this to me. I killed my baby. My fear, my stress, my anxiety, my choices... my, me, I!!!
I'm trying to regain that faith in myself because we are trying again and I'd like to be successful this time but I really just don't know how.
"Everything happens for a reason."
"God has a plan."
"Have faith."
Have faith in what?!?!? My friend told me "you HAVE to have faith in SOMETHING." WHY?!?!? More importantly, HOW??? I lost faith in a god I already wasn't really sure about anyway. The bigger loss is faith in myself. I've completely lost faith in my body. I feel betrayed like I did this to me. I killed my baby. My fear, my stress, my anxiety, my choices... my, me, I!!!
I'm trying to regain that faith in myself because we are trying again and I'd like to be successful this time but I really just don't know how.
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