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if I wrote down everything I was feeling tonight, I think I would lose all my friends I have here on daily strength. You see I don't think I have a positive bone in my body anymore. Everything turns out crooked or wrong. I never quite sure what I'm doing. I say the wrong thing. I feel so much sadness there is not enough space to place it all here. I can't hold it in anymore I feel as though I'm going to explode. I can't find one positive place in my mind. I used to read to escape but now my brain is always thinking and worrying about my mother and the Alzheimer's she suffers. Because you see, both my grandmother and aunt had Alzheimer's. I'll always have the thought a.m. I next.
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My Friend...We can\'t control the future,...don\'t dwell on it,... Live for Today!!!
Don\'t feel bad for sharing your feelings. Daily strength is supposed to be an outlet. We all go through periods of unhappiness where we can\'t be positive. Hang in there. Breathe and try to relax. Sending positive thoughts your way. *hugz* Panda
Many people in my life have either passed or are very ill, I have a very close friend/relative who is in hospice right now passing from Parkinson\'s. My parents and a dear uncle have passed.My aunt is in a nursing home with the same disease as your mom and my older sister isn\'t well.Try not to dwell on things you can\'t change or obsess about what you will pass from. No one can control that. You will drive yourself out od your mind if you do, Truyh is you and I are getting older and the people in our lives have begun to become ill and pass on. This fact of life is VERY HARD for me as well. But ubfortunately life doesn\'t remain the same forever. Hang in There-Stephanie
I\'m so sorry honey. I know what it\'s like to be in that dark place in your life.......It\'s like a deep hole that just keeps getting deeper and deeper and deeper. I went as far as having ECT. I don\'t recommend that AT ALL!!! But please try to put your life in God\'s hands. Surrender to Him, let him take over your life and your mind will be healed of all these negative thoughts and just let you accept what\'s happening in your life and make you realize that it\'s happening for a reason. I know it\'s hard to let go, (I should head my own advice), but just try.......And I\'m sorry I didn\'t call you back the other day. I have just been so sick that I was in bed already when you called. I hope I have the time to call you sometime soon, before Jonah\'s surgery. God bless you child
I am sorry things are not going well for you.
My grandma has the same thing and I remember she started forgetting things at about my age and now I am starting to do that too. I think my mom is next and then me.