LORD JESUS, FORGIVE ME

FOR I HAVE SINNED AGAINST YOU.  I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD CONTINUE TO HUMBLE ME AND DO A MIGHTY WORK IN MY LIFE SO I COULD BE MORE LIKE YOU, LORD.  THE INABILITY FOR ME TO CONTROL MY ANGER HAS REALLY CAUSED GREAT DESTRUCTION.  LORD, I ASK THAT YOU WOULD CONTINUALLY REMIND ME THAT I BATTLE NOT AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD BUT AGAINST PRINCES AND POWERS IN THE AIR.  LORD, I HAVE SUCH A PROBLEM IN MY LIFE WHICH IS WHEN SATAN ATTACKS ME, I TAKE IT FOR AWHILE AND STUFF IT, BUT EVENTUALLY, I EXPLODE AND ATTACK SATAN WITH GREAT VENGEANCE AND FURIOUS ANGER, AND I MUST NOT EVER DO THAT AGAIN FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE.  I KEEP TRYING TO STEP IN AS YOUR SON AND FIGHT YOUR BATTLES, BUT LORD, I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT THE BATTLE BELONGS TO THE LORD, AND NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL EVER PROSPER.  LORD JESUS, I PRAY TO YOU THAT YOU WOULD CONSTANTLY REMIND ME THAT I NEVER EVER HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR BATTLES.  YOU GOT IT ALL AND YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF IT IN YOUR PERFECT TIMING.   LORD, I WOULD ALSO PRAY THAT YOU WOULD SOMEDAY RESTORE WHAT I HAVE DESTROYED, OR AT LEAST THAT WHAT IS WORTH RESTORING, BECAUSE SOME THINGS JUST ARE WHAT THEY ARE, AND THERE IS NO ALLOWANCE OF CHANGE, BUT LORD I KNOW THERE ARE THOSE THAT ARE MOLDABLE AS CLAY IN THE POTTERS HANDS.  LORD JESUS, I AM PUTTY IN YOUR HANDS LORD THAT I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD MAKE INTO THE PERFECT IMAGE WHATEVER YOU WOULD HAVE IT TO LOOK LIKE AFTER IT'S COMPLETION.  JESUS, THE BOTTEM LINE IS I WANT TO BE EVERYTHING THAT YOU WOULD DESIRE ME TO BE, BECAUSE I AM NO WHERE CLOSE RIGHT NOW, AND YOU HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF WORK TO STILL DO IN MY LIFE. LORD JESUS, I DO CALL SATAN WHAT IT IS, AND I DO CALL WHAT IS EVIL, EVIL, LORD, AND I HAVE ALWAYS TOLD IT LIKE I SAW IT AND CALLED A SPADE A SPADE WITH NO NEED FOR A LAYER OF SUGAR.  LORD, THERE ARE SEVERAL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO REALLY DON'T LIKE THAT ABOUT ME.  IF I'M THINKING IT, I'M GOING TO SAY IT WITH ALL HONESTY AND TRANSPARENCY.  I AM HERE TO EXPOSE EVERY DARK AREA IN MY LIFE AND BRING IT INTO THE LIGHT FOR I KNOW THAT IS THE ONLY WAY THAT YOU CAN TRULY SHINE IN MY LIFE, AND LIKE T.O. HAS SAID MANY TIMES, "I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT ME TO SHINE, BUT I'M GONNA SHINE ANYWAY.  BECAUSE I LOVE ME SOME ME."  WELL LORD, IT TRUE, I DO LOVE WHAT THE LORD HAS MADE IN ME, BUT I LOVE THE ONE THAT MADE IT A HUNDRED TIMES MORE.  I DESIRE TO SHINE FOR YOU, LORD, AND I'M GOING TO SHINE FOR YOU IN EVERY WAY I KNOW HOW, AND IF PEOPLE DON'T LIKE IT, WELL, I'M JUST GONNA SHINE ANYWAY BECAUSE NO FLESH AND BLOOD IS GOING TO HOLD ME DOWN IN THIS WORLD.  YES, I CAN SIN AND BE GREATLY HUMBLED AND DISGUSTED BY MY ACTIONS, BUT LORD NO MATTER HOW GREAT MY SIN, IT'S NOT GOING TO KEEP ME WALLOWING IN THE MUD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.  I KNOW YOU AND YOUR GOSPEL WAY TO WELL TO ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN.  LORD JESUS, I KNOW I AM REDEEMED, I KNOW THAT I CONFESS MY SINS, AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE FAITHFUL TO FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS.  LORD, I HAVE STUDIED YOUR WORD FOR OVER HALF OF MY LIFE NOW, I KNOW WHAT'S IN THERE, AND I KNOW WHEN I DON'T LIVE ACCORDING TO THE WORD, AND I KNOW WHEN I DO LIVE ACCORDING TO THE ALMIGHTY TRUTH OF THE BOOK OF LOVE.  WE ARE CALLED TO RISE UP FROM THE ASHES AS I LIVE IN THIS CITY CALLED PHOENIX, IRONICALLY.  LORD JESUS, I FORGIVE THOSE THAT HAVE SINNED AGAINST ME AND LORD, I PRAY THAT I WOULD SOON FORGET AND NEVER EVER REMEMBER THE HATE THAT IS IN MY HEART AT TIMES.  LORD, I CONFESS THAT I DO HAVE HATE IN MY HEART FOR EVIL, OR EVEN PEOPLE THAT I PERCEIVE AS EVIL, AND LORD I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD FORGIVE ME FOR HATING, LORD, AND YOU WOULD WASH AWAY THAT HATE IN MY HEART WITH YOUR PRECIOUS BLOOD.  BECAUSE LORD YOU DIED TO SHOW THE ULTIMATE ACT OF LOVE, SO BELIEVERS IN YOU WOULD NO LONGER HAVE TO HATE, SO LORD, I PUT DOWN MY HATE, AND I WOULD PRAY THAT I WOULD NEVER EVER AGAIN PICK IT UP AGAIN REGUARDLESS OF THE SITUATION OR THE PERSONAL ATTACKS TO ME OR MY FAMILY....I BATTLE NOT AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD BUT AGAINST PRINCES AND POWERS OF THE AIR, AND THE BATTLE DOES NOT BELONG TO ME, BUT THE BATTLE BELONGS TO THE LORD ALMIGHTY. LORD, YOUR NAME IS ABOVE ALL OTHER NAMES.  YOU ARE THE KING OF KINGS, AND YOU ARE THE LORD OF LORDS, AND IT'S IN THE PRECIOUS AND HOLY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, I PRAY,AMEN AND AMEN.