No one seems to know what is wrong or why my pain is so aweful. I hate being sick all the time. I am beginning to think I will never feel better and the way my doctors treat me that would really be no surprise. The cancer is spreading but I am not strong enough for chemo, surgery or radiation. My pain from my ulcers are escalating almost daily. And no one seems to know why I have horrible sharp pain in my sides. I feel like giving up.