Loosing hope.

No one seems to know what is wrong or why my pain is so aweful. I hate being sick all the time. I am beginning to think I will never feel better and the way my doctors treat me that would really be no surprise. The cancer is spreading but I am not strong enough for chemo, surgery or radiation. My pain from my ulcers are escalating almost daily. And no one seems to know why I have horrible sharp pain in my sides. I feel like giving up.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry about everything you are going through. Life just isn\'t fair sometimes. Know that miricles DO happen, never give up the good fight, you , your life is worth it. My thoughts and prayers are with you,
deleted_user
deleted_user

attitude is a big part of the healing process. keep up the faith. Find some support groups call people who have experienced this too. You are not alone. You would probably be helping others out when you reach out for support. keep us posted daily so we know how you are doing.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I forget what area you live in but if you are near NY Sloan Kettering has a patient to patient phone support service that is really helpful. Let me know if you want me to look it up for you. You could google Sloan Kettering Patient to Patient. It would work even if you are not close by. People come from all over the world to get treatment from Sloan.
donna7455
donna7455

Rachel, you are too young to give up. If you can get through this, you\'ll be a stronger person with your whole life ahead of you. Are you in the hospital? They may have a patient advocate program. You need someone to advocate for you and make sure you\'re taken care of so you can concentrate on your health.
angel1313
angel1313

Please don\'t give up I know how hard this is on you - you are stronger than you think - u will get thru this you have all of us here to help u...your not alone.
(((Luv u))),