Looks like I have made it.
Well.......I am at 29 days (4 weeks). Looks like I have made it though this first month. It has been a tough one and there have been a few close calls but I have managed to stick it out with the help of my HP and my sponsor. Today I plan on doing some reflecting over the past month and trying to figure out how I could have made things easier on myself. I am missing my girlfriend terribly. I haven't talked to her in days and I really do miss her. I know she will be home soon though. In the past month work has become very interesting. It looks like I am going to be getting a giant shove straight into management ready or not. Hopefully this won't be too much on me and I can handle it. I will just have to take it a day at a time or even a minute at a time if I have to. Tomorrow will officially be one month sober. I know this is just the beginning again but THIS month I am very proud of. I have managed to stay sober in the face of all hell breaking loose in my life. For me that is a miracle. Thank you to all who have supported me and helped me through those rough times.
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