looking for a friend

first post to everyone. yes, this was used against me in court years ago bc i called my self leftwith4kids.   i adore my kids but you know lawyers. divorse long past but repercussions on my four kids awful.  i would love toheal and move on but cant as my kids stuggle still.  i will put this open to anyone.  but usually will keep diary tomyself.  anyone out there just chatty and need a far away friend that is as normal as i think i can be.....