Lonliness and worthlessness

I joined this organization to talk to people like me who deal with pain and depression and often lonliness beig almost a social outcast . And I am talking to myself as I often do.If any one reads this any one of any kind.Then we are family in a way and I am reaching out for a hand up and a understanding ear.My goal is simple I am going to overcome and control this depression before it kills me !!!.