Long time no hear!!

Man...I can't believe that it has been over a year since the last time I have written anything in my journal. Alot has gone on since then....I graduated with my master's in psychology....worked at a drug clinic...decided that was not what I wanted to do...went back to school....started teaching...which is where I am currently. I am surrounding myself with children everyday. Most people would think I was just killing myself a slow and painful death...but actually....I am finding it very theraputic. Yes...there is absoultely nothing more in this world I would rather do than become a mother...but I had to start focusing on other things. I was literally driving myself crazy. I had to go and seek counseling because I was just taking it soooo far. Thankfully...I didn't have to take any medication but it has been a long road and I am still on it.  It's still very hard for me to be happy for those who get pregnant around me...but I'm not letting it bother me as much as I used to. I know that one day...God will bless us with a child...or more. I just have to learn to put my faith in Him and not worry about who has what...and why don't I have that. I know my day is coming and it will be the best day EVER!!!!