Long day....6/17/13

 
Well what had been a fairly decent day bit the bullet about 7pm tonight.
Son has had to move back to the house for a few days...no more then 10 days at best!
He and hubby just do not get along and it is to the point although I love them both, I can
not stand the bickering and fighting any more. I just can't emotionally handle it.
 
After taking granddaughter to swim lessons this morning, we headed out for my doctor's
appointment. It was good to see MY doctor today instead of another one. I had a chance to
ask about the blood clot(s) in my left leg. He had to do some checking and yes there had
been one in the groin area but he said by now it should be gone or almost gone. My lungs 
sounded good and clear he said.
 
When I asked him how bad of a case of PE did I have he gave me good answer I felt. "It is
never good to have a PE let alone one and especially not in BOTH lungs but considering how
stable I was with my O2 levels,etc I was very lucky. Almost mild in some ways."
 
The genetic test had come back negative which means I am not suspecticle to clotting due to
genetics which means I am not passing that along to my kids either! So that is good. I had
kind of thought the tests would come back negative since I had not had any issues with the c
sections or ovarian wedge surgeries.
 
The only thing that doctor could figure out is that maybe somehow  i had developed a clot in
my left leg due to the abscess I had in my groin area. HE really kinds of doubts that but
there is no other reason for the clots in my leg either. So the good news is that in 6 months I
should be able to get off the blood thinners! YEAH!!!!!!
 
I did talk to doctor about the stress/anxiety/panic attacks that I have been having of late.  I 
tried to explain the stress ones are due to grand daughter and the fighting between son &
my hubby. As far as the anxiety and panic attacks, I don't know what is triggering them at
times.  So after some discussion, doctor agreed to put me on a mild sedative to help for the
next few months. I am going to take Prozac!!
 
I ran over to the lab and had my INR checked. I expect a phone all tomorrow since the gal
had trouble drawing it out of the one hand since it clotted up on her and stopped running.
So she had to try and was able to get it out of my right hand out without much problem. So I 
am betting they raise my medicine back up some.
 
So tonight son & crew are back under the roof and that is causing hubby & I to fight again. I 
am not happy about them being here and am putting my foot down. They are going to be
busy tomorrow filling out apps on line,etc. They have one week..10 days tops to find a job
and a different place to stay.  I hate to be that way but I can't stand the emotional stress 
any more.
 
So I will go take some more medicine in hopes I get some sleep tonight. I know my recliner 
is waiting for me since sleeping on the bed is not an option tonight once more. :-(