LONESOME BLUES
Kinda hard to describe how I feel this moanin.....Got that old song (dream lover) stuck in my head....Since my health been improvin, I've been feelin kinda frisky sometimes...I aint much paid a lot attention to my emotions in the frisky area since my divorce... that bee like eight years now....Oh I dated a few times years ago after I moved to Wisconsin...I kinda liked being single back then, didn't put a lot into trying to develop a relationship with anyone...Couple years ago met a nice lady, but hey I kinda drugg my feet I guess, My health and mental attitude at the time wasn't real good...Nawe that aint the real reason, cause I reckon I was just plum scared...Aint nothin like being kicked to the curb cause ya disable to inflict some serious damage to a fellows or ladys self esteem....It's extra hard for me cause I'm hearing impaired, and well being a nice guy don't really get ya far these days... ya need a job and some kinda pill to get thing up and runnin sort of speak... well.... not me, I figure God intended for us old farts to slow down some in out old age.... lol... (okay so I'm milkin it a tad bit..)I done my bit for God and country, got this boy raised, and well good Lord willin and the Creek don't rise... I'd like to find me a lady to spend the rest of my life with sharing the sun sets and water sports and playin in the baby oil...(oooops did I say that outloud) Now this here internet it poses a totally new angle on the involvement issue...You can get involved with a person hundreds of miles away... get plum attached and just make ya heart flutter, and all... and have never really met face to face...I know someone like that, and It's really got me to thinkin....Guess I'll follow my heart for a while see where it leads....Got to admitt tho, I'm wonderin if I should try and save up for a little road trip next spring...back down below the mason dixie line and just flat out ask her how she feels.....I've alway admitted I'm only here for the love...and the many wonderful friends I've made over the years. well guess I'll take a break and change feetalways Russ oh yeah I be bouncin off 380 this week
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