Lonely Tonight

We both know that it's over now we will never get what we had ever again so keep your silence while I park my car, and just walk back home. Silent eyes and broken hands that were once wrapped around you to keep you warm. You told me we would make it that night we spent together alone I told you to never let go it hurts to much when you let me go, now I am talking to myself alone in a four wall mess of hopelessness that chills my bones. Breathing is nothing without you I'm colorblind, but when I look into your eyes you give my world color so leave it all behind because it's all gone without you and you can excuse me while I'm busy writing my tragedy so go now jump in what are you waiting for? Because you know there is beauty in the breakdown... Your games are over with me and it lead to our downfall, but I'll get back in your head so run away run while you still can. Everyday another memory of you & me won't let me be, so you go where you need to go before I met you my life was once in my hands, but now it's yours again & I have seen this happen more than once before over & over again, but where were you when I was scared, and all alone inside my head? Am I just stuck here in this same place? or have you been up in the clouds not wanting to come down, but I should've seen you I guess I've been so blind, but don't blame me I was whispering your name all this time in the dark, and I know I'll never feel like this before. Giving me something that was beautiful. All these years now I have been struck by these photographs just takes me back to the place where we fell in love when we watched the sun come up sometimes we would laugh or you would cry, but love was our way we had a dream of growing old and that love was going to be our way now I just sit here melting away, while you're out there with someone else... All that time all that work I put into our relationship only to have him beat me out I can't stand the way it feels to lose so I guess I have to be happy with someone I will love second most, so here I go taking you off my life I can still feel that fall, but what I want to know is do you even think of me at all??? Just sitting here lonely tonight...