lonely today

I am feeling lonely today. Being alone sucks. I want a woman in my life. I have qualities. Why is it so hard for me. I have a female friend staying with me. Her boyfriend went out of town for work. It's nice having her here and its hard having her here. Theres nothing wrong with having a female as a friend. I played beach volleyball yesterday. It was a great time. I had fun. I didn't worry about anything. I just had fun. My circle of friends is small and sometimes I just get exasperated trying to find a group of people where I feel comfortable and accepted.