lonely...
wish I had someone to talk to...
the guy friend I was dating turned out to be an ahole, seemingly narc by all the youtube videos Ive watched...
and then I just saw him talking about me again to the girl he's simping over, lying, exaggerrating, and making himself look like the victim, as usual, by saying I said/did all this stuff, most of which was lies or exaggerrations, like I said, and of course leaving out all his insults and mind games that preceded all those things I allegedly did...
I'm just so sick of crappy ppl like that winning and lying and abusing ppl in private, and then getting away w.it and ppl still think theyre great ppl, thus making you feel even more crazy or worthless, cuz why are YOU the only one that had to see their true self??? why are they so proper in public, but such an ahole in private???
I'm just so sick of crappy ppl like these...where are all the good ppl!?!?!?
why are good ppl always used and taken advantadge of and alone, and no one believes them!?!?!?!? :'(
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Keep writing everything out. You'll find some of those little details that will help you find a better balance with this kind of behavior. It took me several times to figure out how to catch the little clues to take a huge step back with people in different situations.
You can not change what other people do, say, react, or respond. You can change how you act, do, say, react, and respond for your well-being. When you change what you do, often the response is negative once their usual response no longer fits. It does change.
Here's hoping you find a balance that works for you, even in moments such as this.