Lonely

Kind of blew up earlier. Sorry. I'm just tired all the time and am done. Done of being alone even though I know that's how you can be okay with being alone. Done for with feeling sad and depressed even though that's all I feel now. Done with being the problem even though I know I Will never be the solution... i am done with being the caretaker for a adult even though I'm sure I don't know how to take care of myself correctly. I am done with people who don't treat me with the respect I think I deserve even though I don't treat me with the respect I deserve.