Loneliness

I hate feeling lonely. I miss my son. I miss being in a good relationship (if I have ever been in one). I have good friends and family but sometimes I still feel all alone. I guess it comes with loosing a child (only child). Some days I feel fine and others I feel so numb. I guess I just needed to whine today and no one to listen or too embarressed to tell anyone of my friends. So I thought I would just write it down and see if that made me feel better LOL Oh well. It's a Monday!