Loneliness
Is there ever a chance in getting to see our GC when they are grown? I miss them so much and I know that ES has done everything possible to turn them away from us with all of his lies and deceptions. ES was done with us when he met GF but used us until we said "no more" since the demands became greater and greater. However, GC only see or hear what they have to say against us. I know God can change hearts and open eyes. But, their father has such an influence over them. I use to see them every weekend and it's so lonely without them. We did so many fun things together.
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I seem like such a whiner and I know that I am blessed in so many ways but there is still a big hole in my heart where my GC used to be. All I can do is pray and ask God to help fill it with love.
I hope when they are old enough to think for themselves, they investigate and find us and hear the truth from us ~ that we loved them with all our hearts and that it was not our decision to not see them. I pray it\'s so.
The last time me I spent time with my GC they were not as friendly as the time before. I get the impression that they had been told to withhold any information by their Dad. I did not enjoy seeing them and felt sad for days afterwards. Nothing I am able to do to help the situation as my Son doesn\'t want me to see them. I only managed to see them because I went to where they live with their Mother... Who by the way is a lesbian . Didn\'t expect that eother . what a mess.
Thanks for your help and support. I\'m just so sure he is planting such terrible things in their minds. All I can do is pray that God will make things right.