loneliness

Today I hung out with Bruces sisters.It was a good day.We went to lunch and to thrift shops around my house.After shopping we came back to my house just to gab.We ofcourse started to remenice about Bruce.I was saying how we had a good marriage and had a lot of fun together.I said how I was glad that I married young the first time and had my kids young because when Bruce and I were together we just enjoyed our time together,now he's gone and my kids are all grown up and don't hang out with Mom anymore.Just when I was feeling sorry for myself,my friend Glenn called and we went to dinner with Alex and my daughter Jenn.We had so much fun we were laughing until we were crying.I may not have Bruce anymore but their are still people here who love me and I love them.I miss Bruce so much but I can't have him back so I need to keep on living for the ones that are here.We all need to try to beat this sadness for the ones that are still here.It's not fair to us or them.I believe we have every right to miss the ones we lost and grieve over them.But we need to keep living for our friends and family that are still here and need us,they have a right to have the same happy loving person that our lost loves had.Its only fair.