Loneliness...
I have been struggling with a little bit of loneliness these past couple of days... Its just been a dull ache in my heart that brings me down a bit. I feel the desire and the need to have a friend to talk to, but it feels almost like there really is no one there to relate. Everyone is so busy with their lives, has their own issues/problems... its hard to just go up to them and say, hey... want to hang?
When I am really busy, with work, training for 5K, running my daughter around, I am fine. Its those moments of nothingness that are hard. When nothing is going on, and there is plenty of time to just chill and relax. There are so many things I can and want to do... so many things I want to work on today, but the dull ache in my heart, the emptiness I am feeling is distracting, and it makes me not want to do anything...
I guess I just need to write about it to get it out. I know once Monday rolls around I will be fine, but right now, I am just sad.
When I am really busy, with work, training for 5K, running my daughter around, I am fine. Its those moments of nothingness that are hard. When nothing is going on, and there is plenty of time to just chill and relax. There are so many things I can and want to do... so many things I want to work on today, but the dull ache in my heart, the emptiness I am feeling is distracting, and it makes me not want to do anything...
I guess I just need to write about it to get it out. I know once Monday rolls around I will be fine, but right now, I am just sad.
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Maybe that \"emptiness\" is telling you something - perhaps you need to go with it and just \"be\". We\'re not machines, we\'re spiritual beings with our bodies crying out for relief. Just a thought.. might not be that at all really, but you never know.
Btw, have you read \"Eat, Pray, Love\"? That may help with some clarity.
Hugs girl... you\'re loved and worthy of all good things!