Lock down.
....is she fucking serious....once again trying to fucking be helpful and because she is in a shitty mood and had a bad day its my fault.....To start...the conversation started by her saying she was ready to leave work...i kept asking her whats wrong in which she kept giving me short sentences...finally she gives me the full story.
Biz was slow, no clients there fore not making any money and she was getting frustrated because she has a site that she could buy potential biz leads from bt she was feeling that it may not have been worth it...... ant the conversation proceeded word for word as follows....
ME HER
y whats wrong?
y u keep asking the same question... I've been here since 7:30 and just that 1 person...and $30 dont cut it...no calls just leads i cant afford...1.50 and i cant get them...and so much more...
i keep asking the same question for you to elaborate...you keep telling me how you feel but not the cause if (of) those feelings. whats 1.50?
but its not something u didnt already kno... 0_o to pay for the leads
{sent pic of my card balance: 1.96} pay for your leads...not like i can do anything with it...u need my card info?
then what...its a gamble...they can still not pick me...not want me...smh...
well i enjoy gambling! as long as you are not competing you are guaranteed not to win! its worth a shot...even if you get just one it was worth it. idk what else to say or do on (in) this instance cut (cuz) the fish arent biting my bait either and working isnt even an option for me right now.
u ready?
for what?
dentist
nope...no gas, no $, cold, and feeding kids...stay at work i will try to post some ads while i knock this homework out
...
wat
nuffin
sure?
yup
ok
she walks through the door a few hours later and when speak to her she says back with an attitude "did i stay gone long enough for you" and keeps walking past me.....so im like wtf... follow her and am greeted by more hostility...apparently from that conversation she got the idea that i didnt want her to come home.
All i was saying was i dont have my gas in my car, i dont have any $ to put gas in my car let alone pay the dentist co-pay, it was 34 degrees in the house so i had the oven on to warm it and i was feeding the kids. I told her to just stay at work, not cuz i didnt want her home but because she was JUST talking about money issues so my point was instead of trying to make it to the dentist just stay there and try to make your money...thats why i offered to post ads while i sit at the computer and do my homework...
I WISH SHE WOULD THINK MORE WITH HER HEAD AND LESS WITH HER EMOTIONS BECASE THE MOMENT SHE THOUGHT I WAS SAYING SOMETHING LIKE THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE COMEE TO ME, INSTEAD SHE SAT AROUND FOR HOURS WITH AN ATTITUDE THINKING I DIDNT WANT HER AROUND AND BECAUSE SHE HAS HAD SO MUCH TIME TO CONVINCE HERSELF OF THIS SHE ISNT TRYING TO BE REASONABLE. SO NOW SHE HAS AN ATTITUDE, IS BEING RUDE, MEAN AND AN ALL AROUND ASSHOLE FOR NO REASON AT ALL...SMH SEE IF I TRY TO HELP AGAIN...AS A MATTER OF FACT I WONT SAY SHIT ELSE.
ONCE I SAW THERE WAS AN ISSUE I WENT TO HER LIKE AN ADULT AND TRIED TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT... SOMETHING I DIDNT USED TO DO...I USED TO JUST GET ANGRY AND BREAK STUFF AND FLIP OUT...SOMETHING ELSE I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON BUT OF COURSE ITS MY FAULT, BECAUSE AS SHE PUT IT:
-I DIDNT WANT HER TO COME HOME SO I TOLD HER TO STAY AT WORK TO KEEP HER AWAY
-SHE DIDNT HAVE N ATTITUDE WHEN SHE CAME IN SO THE ARGUMENT WAS Y FAULT CUZ I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO HER (I SAID HI WHEN SHE CAME IN)
-WHEN SHE ASKED ME IF SHE STAYED GONE LONG ENOUGH I FOLLOWED HER TO THE BEDROOM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT
-WHEN SHE EXPLAINED WHAT WAS GOING ON I TRIED TO CLEAR THINGS UP AND EXPLAIN THAT IT WAS ALL A MISNDERSTANDING
......BUT AS USUAL I WAS WRONG FOR TRYING TO HANDLE THINGS LIKE AN ADULT.
SMH ONCE AGAIN LIKE I SAID I WONT SAY SHIT ELSE THAT WAY THERE CANT BE ANY MISUNDERSTANDINGS OR MISCOMMUNICATIONS. I HAVE A LOT TO FIGURE OUT AS FAR AS MY OWN LIFE SO FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO CONSTANTLY BAME ME FOR WHATS GOING WRONG IN THEIRS IS MUCH MORE THAN I CAN DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW. SMH CANT CATCH A BREAK.
I SAY IMMA QUIT SCHOOL AND WORK AND THATS WRONG YET EVERY DAY MONEY ISSUES ARISE THAT PUT HER IN A SHITTY MOOD AND ATTITUDE GETS THROWN MY DIRECTION. I TRY TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL AND IM NOT DOING ENOUGH TO HELP KEEP A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS.
HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE WANTS FROM ME BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO ITS WRONG...SMH :(
Biz was slow, no clients there fore not making any money and she was getting frustrated because she has a site that she could buy potential biz leads from bt she was feeling that it may not have been worth it...... ant the conversation proceeded word for word as follows....
ME HER
y whats wrong?
y u keep asking the same question... I've been here since 7:30 and just that 1 person...and $30 dont cut it...no calls just leads i cant afford...1.50 and i cant get them...and so much more...
i keep asking the same question for you to elaborate...you keep telling me how you feel but not the cause if (of) those feelings. whats 1.50?
but its not something u didnt already kno... 0_o to pay for the leads
{sent pic of my card balance: 1.96} pay for your leads...not like i can do anything with it...u need my card info?
then what...its a gamble...they can still not pick me...not want me...smh...
well i enjoy gambling! as long as you are not competing you are guaranteed not to win! its worth a shot...even if you get just one it was worth it. idk what else to say or do on (in) this instance cut (cuz) the fish arent biting my bait either and working isnt even an option for me right now.
u ready?
for what?
dentist
nope...no gas, no $, cold, and feeding kids...stay at work i will try to post some ads while i knock this homework out
...
wat
nuffin
sure?
yup
ok
she walks through the door a few hours later and when speak to her she says back with an attitude "did i stay gone long enough for you" and keeps walking past me.....so im like wtf... follow her and am greeted by more hostility...apparently from that conversation she got the idea that i didnt want her to come home.
All i was saying was i dont have my gas in my car, i dont have any $ to put gas in my car let alone pay the dentist co-pay, it was 34 degrees in the house so i had the oven on to warm it and i was feeding the kids. I told her to just stay at work, not cuz i didnt want her home but because she was JUST talking about money issues so my point was instead of trying to make it to the dentist just stay there and try to make your money...thats why i offered to post ads while i sit at the computer and do my homework...
I WISH SHE WOULD THINK MORE WITH HER HEAD AND LESS WITH HER EMOTIONS BECASE THE MOMENT SHE THOUGHT I WAS SAYING SOMETHING LIKE THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE COMEE TO ME, INSTEAD SHE SAT AROUND FOR HOURS WITH AN ATTITUDE THINKING I DIDNT WANT HER AROUND AND BECAUSE SHE HAS HAD SO MUCH TIME TO CONVINCE HERSELF OF THIS SHE ISNT TRYING TO BE REASONABLE. SO NOW SHE HAS AN ATTITUDE, IS BEING RUDE, MEAN AND AN ALL AROUND ASSHOLE FOR NO REASON AT ALL...SMH SEE IF I TRY TO HELP AGAIN...AS A MATTER OF FACT I WONT SAY SHIT ELSE.
ONCE I SAW THERE WAS AN ISSUE I WENT TO HER LIKE AN ADULT AND TRIED TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT... SOMETHING I DIDNT USED TO DO...I USED TO JUST GET ANGRY AND BREAK STUFF AND FLIP OUT...SOMETHING ELSE I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON BUT OF COURSE ITS MY FAULT, BECAUSE AS SHE PUT IT:
-I DIDNT WANT HER TO COME HOME SO I TOLD HER TO STAY AT WORK TO KEEP HER AWAY
-SHE DIDNT HAVE N ATTITUDE WHEN SHE CAME IN SO THE ARGUMENT WAS Y FAULT CUZ I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO HER (I SAID HI WHEN SHE CAME IN)
-WHEN SHE ASKED ME IF SHE STAYED GONE LONG ENOUGH I FOLLOWED HER TO THE BEDROOM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT
-WHEN SHE EXPLAINED WHAT WAS GOING ON I TRIED TO CLEAR THINGS UP AND EXPLAIN THAT IT WAS ALL A MISNDERSTANDING
......BUT AS USUAL I WAS WRONG FOR TRYING TO HANDLE THINGS LIKE AN ADULT.
SMH ONCE AGAIN LIKE I SAID I WONT SAY SHIT ELSE THAT WAY THERE CANT BE ANY MISUNDERSTANDINGS OR MISCOMMUNICATIONS. I HAVE A LOT TO FIGURE OUT AS FAR AS MY OWN LIFE SO FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO CONSTANTLY BAME ME FOR WHATS GOING WRONG IN THEIRS IS MUCH MORE THAN I CAN DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW. SMH CANT CATCH A BREAK.
I SAY IMMA QUIT SCHOOL AND WORK AND THATS WRONG YET EVERY DAY MONEY ISSUES ARISE THAT PUT HER IN A SHITTY MOOD AND ATTITUDE GETS THROWN MY DIRECTION. I TRY TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL AND IM NOT DOING ENOUGH TO HELP KEEP A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS.
HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE WANTS FROM ME BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO ITS WRONG...SMH :(
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