Living

Every week seems to go by with nothing changing but everything changing. It all seems so surreal. The last few weeks were as if I was just going through the movements with life just moving on around me. I was just a person in the background of my own life. I had to make a change because I was getting worse every day. My anxiety was turning into more and more panic attacks. Then my moods were so up and down. This is turn made my migraines return. I have not dealt with migraines in 10 years. I thought I was sick with an ear infection, but seems as though my migraines are back due to the stress I am under. So I now have to re-evaluate those medications also. This is where I realized 3 weeks of being miserable and making my husband miserable was too much. I quit my job. I mean I have been debating that for months, as I have been taken advantage of there and worked myself to the point I could barely function. This was the right time to make a big change in life. Here I am...whats next...Well I am taking the time to see all my doctors and get EVERYTHING under control now. I am going to relax the rest of summer. And figure it out.