live and not learn

back around 2007, I wanted to die----from thinking I would need a hip transplant.  After months of pain, I realized it was some stomach/hernia pain from sloppy bike riding.  I'd bike up to the atm, and slide onto the frame to use atm, or jump off a high sidewalk curb while staying seated.  So, now I wear 2 jock straps for bike rides.
Woke up this morning and first thought in my thick skull was how the stomach/hernia pain I've been having for last # days came from me carrying two 25 bags of catlitter up a flight of steps at same time, on March 1.  I usually carry one bag at time---but I just had to carry 2, just cause the place opposite my open steps might be watching, and carrying just one bag seemed wussy.
Thankfully, the pain seems to be slowly going away.  And wuss me aint carrying nothing over 25 pounds anymore, except my other cat.