LITTLE MORE HISTORY ON ME
From as far back as i can remeber i was picked from 1st grade. It happened so much that i was told if i didnt defend myself then i would get my ass busted. 4th grade i starting Golden Glove Boxing and martial arts as well. By 7th and 8th grade i was fighting after school for money. I made it far in boxing and to second degree black belt as well on the other. After being bullied so much that when i was winning all these fights and spars it was feeling good to the point that i loved fighting. Well it made me a monster growing up cause with money out my ass and addiction it didnt go well. most my childhood from baby on up to like 7 or 8 i dont and cant remember. IDK why but i cant remeber anything at all sometimes. Maybe all thehead injures.i didnt have a mom growing up either. But i loved fighting more than anything but never just beat up on someone unless i touched first or if it was a paid fight. Honestly i miss those days. But when i hit 19 i lost everything i worked for and fought for. and then at 21/22ish is when i finally stoped useing.Over the years ive been robbed, jumped as in beat up by multiple people at once and in and out of juvinile. Then the fights and wrecks made a big inpack on me. well after getting clean i got sent to prison for the first time. I was scared but when i got there i personally had no problems. Never joined a gang but was well protected by one of the highest G's that was there just cause he heard about me and i saved his sons ass one time at a club. So i went there with no tats on my fae other than a tear drop and came out with 5 on my face lol. I even fought there for money as well. A few times maybe 3 or 4. When i got out my life was fucked.... Probation, mental problem was way worse than before and i had grown a fear out a lot things and thanks to my messed up mental health i lost everything but gained a few things. I still have my life, i been clean for 5/6yrs, ive overcome alot and took alot out of my life as in the wrong people, fighting , lots of money , any one who knew me as the fighter or money man not real nicknames just examples. but you the pic. Ill still throw my hands dont get me wrong only if i have to only if i threatened. So the point of this is, is no matter how bad your past can be or how people thought of you it all can change. People dont even remember anymore which is kinda a good thing. SO YEA NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WHAT YOUR DOING NO MATTER WHAT YOU CAN CHANGE AND EVEN LOSE YOUR OLD SELF FOR GOOD. THEN YOU FIND PLACES LIKE THIS AND MEET GREAT PEOPLE AND CAN GET THINGS OFF THAT YOU REALLY CANT TO ANYONE ELSE NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID EVERYONE ARE FUCK UPS NOT ONE PERSON ON THIS EARTH CAN LIVE A PERFECT LIFE WITH NO FLAWS AND THIS IS THE WAY GOD MADE ME AND YOU. WE ARE PUT THROUGH HELL BUT YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER WE WILL NEVER BE PUT THROUGH ANYTHING THAT WE CANT HANDLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I CAN MAKE IT THIS FAR WITH EVERYTHING IVE DONE , GONE THRU AND MADE THRU THEN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GUYS CAN AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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ive been looking into it and thanks so much
Jeane’s response is so perfect! This is such an awesome and inspiring entry. Thank you for sharing.
Yw. Thats what we here for
excellent motivational blog. you are a very successfu and intriguing l writer
lol i wish i could see in myself what everyone does every post you guys make in a reply always brightens my dad thanks so much
You have been through a lot, Scotty. Definitely a testament to your strength that you made it through and can now mentor others. Thanks for sharing more about your life.
you know anytime i feel the need ill for sure post it and i really love all you guys for the love and support you have showed me. not even knowing me just and me under yalls wings and helped me big time to make it tot this point that im at now
i take no credit!!!!!! You guys are here for reason!!!! You all stepped in my life for a reason!!!!! If i didnt have support and you all i wouldnt have pulled through like i have so no it didnt do all the work i did maybe 10% and you all pushed the rest rite to me
Success is a journey not a destination.Sometimes people are on different paths but still do get to that destination.Totality. We are the
some of all our parts-which also means that our past is used to benefit us-.I like to equate the human life experience to:
Going through a car wash. No matter our past, present condition, our hard perspective of ourselves- there is no stigma , the love of
our creator-when we bask in this love we come out squeaky clean- its just deciding- if we are going to stay clean.
The scene in the Wizard of Oz when they arrived in Oz and they all had to get cleaned up and dolled up. I see life like this- where you have
been- where you are coming from or your present situation- you can see yourself defined by your circumstances all u want-
the universe sees you cleaned up and dolled up and ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay Up Peace/
how did you get started into drugs and how old were you? where get money or sell body for sugar? selling body is more femme but i bump into a few gigolos owned by prostitution gangs that kept them lit while earning for gangstas.
oh lol not a gigolo nope lol i started off at 9 smoking weed and drinking then the next thing i knew i was testing pills then i was addicted so i started selling drugs to support my habbit. after years of use and years of selling my habbit increased and moved to stronger things then ended up loosing all my money and yea kinda short but pretty much sums it up