Little Miss Excuse
I just gotta say, I'm loving this site
So let's do this, first things first... This is me, trying to lose weight... AGAIN!!!
The "I will start on Monday" talk or "After my period I will do it" or "It's just one cookie", this is me, little miss excuse. YES! I've got an excuse for everything when is something related to my weight, but truth be told, it is just me not accepting that I'm in trouble and need to make big fat changes in my life right now.
Making changes is so scary and unknown, the fear of failing again? SO PAINFUL. To be honest I'm pretty damn good at eating junk, what if I fail my diet again and again and again? Can't I just stick with the one I am good at?
Nope, nope, nope, nope... Eating for me is like an escape, if I'm bored I will munch something yummy and sweet, if I'm sad I will have some ice cream, when I'm too tired to cook we will have take away... Do you see what I am doing here? Finding excuses to stuff my face in double stuff oreos.
So here I go again, starting another attempt to change my eating habits, setting my goals, making my own promises and with a heart full of fear and hope. This is for me, not just for the way I look, but for the way I feel, for my health and for Future Me. I want her happy and even though this seems at times very frustrating and unfair... Deep down I know I can do it. I can win my battle against obesity!
I will be setting a small goal for the first month and try to do some changes, no more sugar (THIS IS THE HARD ONE FOR ME), no more carbs and a lot more protein, water, veggies and fruits. I can do this... I just need to believe myself and don't give up.
I will be back tomorrow. xx
So let's do this, first things first... This is me, trying to lose weight... AGAIN!!!
The "I will start on Monday" talk or "After my period I will do it" or "It's just one cookie", this is me, little miss excuse. YES! I've got an excuse for everything when is something related to my weight, but truth be told, it is just me not accepting that I'm in trouble and need to make big fat changes in my life right now.
Making changes is so scary and unknown, the fear of failing again? SO PAINFUL. To be honest I'm pretty damn good at eating junk, what if I fail my diet again and again and again? Can't I just stick with the one I am good at?
Nope, nope, nope, nope... Eating for me is like an escape, if I'm bored I will munch something yummy and sweet, if I'm sad I will have some ice cream, when I'm too tired to cook we will have take away... Do you see what I am doing here? Finding excuses to stuff my face in double stuff oreos.
So here I go again, starting another attempt to change my eating habits, setting my goals, making my own promises and with a heart full of fear and hope. This is for me, not just for the way I look, but for the way I feel, for my health and for Future Me. I want her happy and even though this seems at times very frustrating and unfair... Deep down I know I can do it. I can win my battle against obesity!
I will be setting a small goal for the first month and try to do some changes, no more sugar (THIS IS THE HARD ONE FOR ME), no more carbs and a lot more protein, water, veggies and fruits. I can do this... I just need to believe myself and don't give up.
I will be back tomorrow. xx
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