Little by little.

I am really excited to have this new awesome BF.  He is a godsend!
I am doing a little more towards looking into work.  Just a little, and not much more.
Why is it that I seem to feel so busy and not accomplish a whole lot?  I have to recognize my progress.  I'm clean and sober.  My needs are met.  I'm debt free.  I am doing Al Anon stepwork.  I have a new relationship.  I attend meetings and do volunteer work and care for my dog and do my chores.  I take care of myself.
God please help me feel confident in you as I go about making changes towards employment and possibly getting my own transportation again.

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I totally know this feeling. It sounds like you are doing a lot. If you have a perfectionist voice in your head like I do, it can be hard to give yourself credit. It helps so much to get some perspective by looking back at where you were a few months or years ago, right? Good for you for looking toward the next challenge. They always seem so scary until we meet them, then they\'re just life.
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Hi there. Like to keep up w/ what\'s going on w/ you. I feel like you\'re my \"other\" (twin, sort of) on the other side of the country :) I\'m stealing your prayer. Thanks :) Good luck :)