little babes

i thank my lucky stars that i have two healthy kids even though there were some problems with there birth but healthy ,i feel a great saddness when i hear of a mum and dad looking forward to having kids  to go through the whole pregnancy carrying there child only to get to a stage and then find out that there child has died .The part that pisses me off the most is when you hear people say that god if there is one needs them to that i say bullshit the mum and dad need then to hold a babe in your arms and see them smile or to hear there first words thats more important .To watch them grow and to hear them say dad can you help me to experience the joy of being there through the hard times and the good ,i will say this i have no belief in religion to many people have been killed because of it .I have known friends who have lost a babe or child from sids or still born and every time i look at my boys asleep and start to cry because if i ever lost them i wouldnt be able to handle it i think i would die from a broken heart  sorry about the rambling i just needed to vent ive had a bad day listening to people carry on about shit