Limbo

I haven’t posted in a while although I have read many heartbreaking stories. I don’t have any feelings. It is very strange. I guess I am depressed. While I was busy miscarrying, my best friend was discovering she was pregnant. I wish I could be happy for her but I’m not. She was always adamant that she never wanted kids. And she doesn’t even seem excited. I cried constantly; I guess that’s why there is nothing left. I have since removed everyone from Facebook to ease my pain a little. Out of sight out of mind. I am trying to regain my composure & push ahead. But again I wait. Hoping for a better outcome with the next embryo.