lil worried for ThinkFirsts 3.1

ok here we go im a lil worried cuz this company "think first" the place where i do all my speeches about my brian injury. this company is run thru the hospital where is was taken origianly  nd it is funded by the drs who actually did my brain surgery. when i 1st started doing these talks i found tht they had an event to raise money, this event is a 3.1 mile run. when i first started doin these talks i was in no shape to even walk in this event. so thinking tht the next year i would be good enough. i was good enough to do it but they havent had this event since 2006 so like me i have talked shit to everybody in charge of it saying tht i will do the best nd beat the dr who actually performed the surgery on me since he runs in it to. nd its kinda like everyone wit the TBi to be able to beat the doctor tht made us them all better.  well i talked so much junk cuz at the time i was actually runnin regularly with my friend like up to 4 miles. but recently i have jus started runnin again nd i am not up to the point tht i can run 3 miles together. this race/run is not this thursay coming up but thuirsdayt the 16 th so its in a lil less than 2 weeks. so now i have to hope the weather cooperates so i can run outside every day in order to get ready for this race.