Lil Update

Me, Mattew, and some friends went to the movies last night. We watch the Red One. And I aint gonn lie. I didnt pay attention to the movie. He kept tickling me and kissing me. After the movie we went to Whataburger and then we took me to his house before I had to go home. His granpas went with us to the movies too. So he was there too. At his house we listened to some music and we kissed. I had alot of fun with him. Thanksgiving break is gonna be long cause i wont be able to see him at all. Omg in the movies he put his hand on my thigh but his hand was in my pants just caressing my thigh. There was a couple times he had moved his hand off of me and I just kept putting it closer. He knows my boundaries tho and even if I try to cross it he stops me. I am thankful for that. I want him in so many ways but I have to control my thoughts.

We Facetime every night too.

I swore I posted abt this last night but I guess it didnt post.