light of hope in the darkness

Last night I was 10 minutes away from taking my life when a person I have been talking to on this website started talking me. I left so lost and really didn't want to hurt this girl at all. We have been talking to each other for about 3 weeks and we talk a lot and never run out of things to say. I hate to admit it but I have started falling for this girl and I really want her to know how I feel her but also I don't want to hurt her and I'm afraid that I might do that to her. I'm scared that she might not like me for me. So I decide if she ask anything about my life I will be totally honest with her because I feel she has my back 100%. She might reject me but I have to take that chance because the last time I didn't act upon the feeling I have now I lost a every important person.