Lifes Ups and Downs

With all that's going on life has it's ways of making you lose out on so many precious moment and memories that unfortunately once theyre gone theyre gone. my 9 year old brought this to my attention. She asked me this morning if I remembered the last thing dad said before he went to bed, and i didnt even remember. she said he looked at her and said you know Karli  i love you more than i love your mama. Then remembering that moment I couldnt help but smile .If it hadnt been for her i wouldnt have remembered his smile when he hugged her or how happy he looked when he kissed her and pinched me kinda reassuring her she was #1 in his life. with that she layed down against him feeling like she was on top of the world. those little things are so often over looked when they are the more precious times. Ive always told my kids dont ever go to sleep mad at the ones you love, and never pass up the oppurtunity to tell someone the way you feel cause it might not come around again. Im begining to come around,  my husband and I had some wonderful times together and it would be wrong not to let those memories lead us through this knowing thats how he would have wanted to be honored.He was a loving dad, a great husband,and a kind and caring man to all he met. He loved his life and not everybody can go on with there life knowing they were a part of something like that.We'll all be fine and he already is.