lifes struggles

so glad to be back here. Feel like this is a place.I can be honest snd open. tjid yesr has met.me with many struggles and disappointments. I am cincerned about my son I try and be a good mom but he says ive ruined his life. so tred of this crippling depression. cant get it together. sleep my life away so I dont have to think. Sometimes feel like runnin away. I feel stuck like there is no where to turn. please pray for me.