Life Update...
Today, I am going to start being productive and independent. And, more mature. Lol. I have been listening to music, which brings up my mood. When my little brother takes a nap, i'm going to go for a walk. I gonnna see if I can start school today. I Home Schooled and I do construction. I will not be lazy... anymore. I am going to save my money. I know through this process you guys will be here for me.. I will keep y'all update.
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Not gonna lie, i'm scared. I feel like I cant do it and I dont know if I can. I am scared...
It's a scary step to be more mature. It scares me sometimes but I want it so bad. Just my foggy thought. I'll be with you.
We are here for you. Take this one baby step at a time. Don't pile on with a lot of changes, pick one and start it. Do it daily for 21 days and I bet you have then started a habit. Of course, you feel a little scared but don't feed that fear. Don't feed your fear. You will grow up and become an adult and you want a good life. You might look for good YouTube videos if you can go on the internet and watch the ones about family conflict or psychological stuff. Let me see, maybe watch Prager U history videos to learn. I have confidence in you, dear girl. I am a grandmother age and remember the angst of being your age. I couldn't wait to get away from my parents. Build your life by making plans as you have started on here. Keep your own counsel and trust yourself. Hugs.
I'm really sorry you're feeling scared. I'm not familiar with your situation at home, apart from what you have shared in the status line of your profile. Given your age, I'm also not certain what you mean about being more independent and more mature. Certainly, being productive and saving money are both good goals. I hope that, above all, you are staying safe.
I guess I will pick one and then add on later.