Life update

I have been back to the doc this week because I have TMJ Disorder to add to the host of crap I get to face these days.  ;-)  I'm trying to not get too discouraged by the pain and the constant feeling as though I cannot get better.
I'm having a lot of fog.  My limbs are achy. I do not sleep well.
I need to walk but all I want to do is go to sleep.
I was thinking about people who have greatly impacted me in the past but whose lives were not changed by what they did to me.  I know that I should let things go, but there are times that I feel frustrated at my own inability to forget.  I don't want to be effected by some jerk's selfishness.
Sleep is desperately needed.
Dea