life up-to-date, its a novel
So Ryan is 15 months old now, roughly 18lbs 27 maybe 28 inches (hasnt had her apt yet!) think shes going to be walking soon. She stood up all by her self yesterday with out touching or leaning on anything as she got up off floor. Im 8 months with this one now (dear lord get him out...) tired of being pregnant, so sore and nausiated, always acheing somewhere. Itl be worth it when hes born though! His name is Harry by the way.
Now on to the Harry that im marrying. Where to start? Hes always lied to me thru our entire relationship, but when we started dateing he was the sweetest guy in the world. 'I would never raise my voice to cc' or 'I would never do anything you werent okay with me doing' yada yada. and back then he ment it. now i cant even convince him to stop smokeing pot and blowing our money and focus on our family.
I love him with all my heart you have no idea, thats why he knows i wont leave him. Yesterday he went down the street to get some buts from his friend michelle, i said okay. 2 1/2 hrs later hes back said the car died, fine what ever. later that night around 7:50ish he left again saying she didnt give him them all and he had to go pick them up, he was only going right there and right back then we would sit down and watch a movie together, yeah well he finally came home at 10, and was pissed at me for being upset he was gone so long. This was his first day off in weeks, and michelle got to see him for most of it. Just like our aniversary, he spent that getting high with her when he got out of work to. Anyway i chucked my remote at the wall and told him fuck you then i went in the other room and balled my eyes out for a good hour...
The joys of life and love right?
Now on to the Harry that im marrying. Where to start? Hes always lied to me thru our entire relationship, but when we started dateing he was the sweetest guy in the world. 'I would never raise my voice to cc' or 'I would never do anything you werent okay with me doing' yada yada. and back then he ment it. now i cant even convince him to stop smokeing pot and blowing our money and focus on our family.
I love him with all my heart you have no idea, thats why he knows i wont leave him. Yesterday he went down the street to get some buts from his friend michelle, i said okay. 2 1/2 hrs later hes back said the car died, fine what ever. later that night around 7:50ish he left again saying she didnt give him them all and he had to go pick them up, he was only going right there and right back then we would sit down and watch a movie together, yeah well he finally came home at 10, and was pissed at me for being upset he was gone so long. This was his first day off in weeks, and michelle got to see him for most of it. Just like our aniversary, he spent that getting high with her when he got out of work to. Anyway i chucked my remote at the wall and told him fuck you then i went in the other room and balled my eyes out for a good hour...
The joys of life and love right?
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