Life sucks!

Its been 8 months since my partial surgery, the specialist after numerous pelvic ultrasound and injections to put my ovary to sleep decided it needs to come out. I was so resigned when I went to my appt as I knew what he was going to say!  so now I wait again for the letter from him to go the the gyn I was sent to so she can decide when to do it. still no word from my bypass surgeons office. I had been trying to get that surgery finnished by december when I was in the same physical year for bills. they would not return my call or send out my records like I requested after 6 mo of being a basket case I quit.   I started telling anyone who asked if I was going to continue with the surgery that I was not this seemed to be the answer they wanted to hear.  but if I could have the surgery finnished and even if I had to take a bus or taxi to and from the hospital I would. and just tell them when I got back. husband and mother included.