Life no longer has meaning

I feel my life as I know it is gone. My wonderful husband is gone, he is in a mental hospital, I had to put him in, because he suddenly had a mental episode. I didn't have a choice, for two weeks I watched him slipping away and couldn't understand it, nor could I stop it. This man is the love of my life , yet now he talks to me like a stranger, full of evil and hate. Now I find it necessary to leave my home , because when he gets out i'm not sure I will be safe. Through it all , I long to hold him and make it go away
 
 

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acousticlunch
acousticlunch

Wow that\'s got to be hard my friend. I am so sorry your husband has suffered an episode/s. Is there a way he could be put on meds?
keepingthefaithalive
keepingthefaithalive

You are going through a really rough time, and I can see how you think your life, as you knew it, is over. Just remember, your husband is in a hospital getting the help he needs. Don\'t give up on the possibility that he will BE helped, try to have faith in a good outcome. It IS possible. Take care of yourself now...be good to yourself...reach out to friends, maybe find a therapist. It\'s hard to see the bigger picture when you\'re in the eye of the storm, but there is much more to your life than this dark time. It will pass. If you ever want to talk, just send me a message. Sending you peaceful thoughts and hugs.