Life just got harder

So I told Autumn how I felt abt our friendship. Her and Mckenna have just made me feel so left out. Like me, Autumn and, McKenna we were all on the phone and they were sitting and talking and playing Minecraft together and I asked if I could join and they just completely ignored me. The next day, I was painting my hoco pants and I called Autumn and she didn’t answer and then later she said sorry I was on the phone with McKenna we were talking while I was painting my pants. And that hurt. And then like a day after that, I asked in our group chat if we could all call and they both said yes when they got home. But later, when I asked, they both told me no that they couldn’t. I have a valid reason to feel this way and Autumn doesn’t get it and she’s turning this whole situation against me after I tell her how I felt.

And she already knows I am going through so much shit!!! 

I told Becca what was going on and she said "You are so much prettier than both of them, and you can find better friends". Lol she tryna support me.

It hurts so much and i dont wanna go to school tomorrow and they sit at the same breakfast table and me. I have 1st and 4th period with McKenna and 8th with Autumn. And they have a different lunch than me. They are gonna talk shit I bet.