Life is not over

I have learned a lesson from all this trauma... the last year felt like hell..but now I realize it happened for a reason. I wouldnt say I am happy...far from it. But I am not miserable.  I have not cried in months. I tend to make friends easier and the smile on my face is consistent and not fake. I am living for me... wow, what a concept.  I still am lonely and have no one to talk to.. It hurts quite often, but it is easier.  I believe in time, I will be happy again. It take time, God and faith in myself.  You can do it tooooo!