Life is grand

Life is full of surprises, but good and bad.
After the storm hits, comes the calm.
I'm glad I lived on and didnt kill myself years ago.
I have a life i really love- a great fiancee, who loves me unconditionally, a good career with writing, and a few close friends.
For now, I just need to focus on what I can do now, and then see what the future gives me.
We may move to Tokyo next year, or move back to the US, I would love to move back to Hawaii, it would be wonderful.

Sure I still have issues, but I still have more happier days than not so I shouldn't stop and think about these issues. I just need to live every day how I like, work hard, and love my amazing fiancee.

I really never thought life would turn around for me, but it has, I came a long way, and for once in my life, i can say that I AM proud of myself for not giving up on life.
I love my job, I dont have a boss, I can work where ever I please, and I rarely get stressed. Oh, and I can write. :)
And I can work on interesting gigs, like song lyrics, or iphone app translations, for example.
And on my freetime I write poems, or listen to music, if work isn't hectic.

I have found my dream career- a carerer I never thought I'd want to obtain. Life is unpredictable. :)