Life Is Back to Normal -- I Think.

Monday, February 2, 2009 – 2:15 P.M.  I seem to have the case of the blahs today. That is not surprising since I have been feeling this way throughout most of the weekend.   I think that I am just beginning to fully understand how filled my life was going through one appointment or another each week. Now that I only have one appointment to go to during this week, my life seems to have much more emptiness than normal. Looking at this in the right perspective, I realize that this is the way my life used to be -- normal.   The only thing I really have to do this week is to go see my psychologist on Wednesday. Maybe she can help me get my life back on track.   Karey has failed to show up in order to get her belongings, which she left here last week. I consider her absence to be somewhat of a puzzle. My personal care provider (PCP) said that she told her that she should not return because whenever she shows up things seem to start turning up missing, and she did not want anything belonging to me to turn up missing as well. Whether she really said that or not, I do not know for sure.   My brother and I seem to be going through one of those non-talkative stages again. I am hoping that this is just one of those now and then things. On another front, my sister has gone to Arizona for a few days. It seems as though everyone is going somewhere except for me.