life in the new world

so i had my baby girl, so sweet i love being a mom , kinda feels like a dream though how things r working right now , caint weight till it gets warmer so i can work on my weight issue . my life so far seems so blah , i dont know how i should be right now i just feel like crying some times not about being a mom but , money what am i going to do about work and what i want to do with my furture , and her future and can teach her to be stronger then i am.