Life in the 50'S has FUCKED women like me
MY IN LAWS TAUGHT THEIR SONS WOMEN ARE THERE TO SERVE THEN IN ALL WAYS!!!! BUT IN THIS DAY IN AGE THEY ADD YOU WORKING 40 HRS A DAY TO THE UNENDING LIST OF DUTIES. AS LONG AS HE WORKS IT DOESN'T COUNT YOU HAVE TO RUN THE HOUSEHOLD PERFECTLY AT LEAST TO THEIR STANDARDS FUCK WEATHER YOU HAVE TIME TO FINISH IT YOU CANT SLEEP UNTIL ITS DONE!! ANOTHER THING IF YOUR CLEANING AND ITS NOT TO THEIR EXSPECTATIONS THEY RUIN IT AND FORCE YOU TO DO IT THERE WAY. fUCK HOW MUCH PAIN YOUR IN FUCK IT YOU HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION THAT COULD TAKE YOUR LIFE YOU CANT GET TREATMENT UNTIL YOU DO WHAT IS ASKED.
I take 750mg of lithium I normally take it at night cause I have that rare side effect to where is rises my heartrate an if it gets too high I shake. So I though it would be best to take at night safer that way. Now I have to face taking it in the morning cause I may sleep but its always restless and I feel more tired when I wake. A friend thinks when I sleep the lithium raises my heart rate so my body is contancely partly wake. If I take this in the morning 2mg of xanax will do me no good to counter act an attack. So I have to proof to my head doc I need the extra xanax for sure with this family I wish would just get their own life and stop mendalling in mine. So I hope my PCP will get a heart Monitor to me and do a monthly test in hopes to find my triggers so I may avoid it if I can.
Im so sick that I have to defend myself ALL the time. The only peace and quite I get is when Hubby goes to work or go;s riding and camping. Winter is the worse time for us cause we get cabin fever LOL.
I don't know what to do I try to be nice, make him a good dinner maybe clean extra but it has to be in the same room cause If I do little her in kitchen, then clean, towel, and wash clothes.
When he gets home he starts a fight with me on WHAT ISN"'T done!! IM DISABLED I just can't decide I will clean the whole house in 5 hours!! I CAN ONLY STAND 10MIN. THEN THE BACKPAIN STARTS ON A SCALE 1 TO 10 IN 10 MIN ITS GETS TO A 8.
He says he is sick of hearing about it so I stop now HE THINKS I can do it Damn if ya do dam if ya don't catch 22
My fav. is I have a double edge sword.
Thank you for listen all I can't cry in front of him he says IM ACTING LIKE A VICTUM
God Bless All Of
Katy
I take 750mg of lithium I normally take it at night cause I have that rare side effect to where is rises my heartrate an if it gets too high I shake. So I though it would be best to take at night safer that way. Now I have to face taking it in the morning cause I may sleep but its always restless and I feel more tired when I wake. A friend thinks when I sleep the lithium raises my heart rate so my body is contancely partly wake. If I take this in the morning 2mg of xanax will do me no good to counter act an attack. So I have to proof to my head doc I need the extra xanax for sure with this family I wish would just get their own life and stop mendalling in mine. So I hope my PCP will get a heart Monitor to me and do a monthly test in hopes to find my triggers so I may avoid it if I can.
Im so sick that I have to defend myself ALL the time. The only peace and quite I get is when Hubby goes to work or go;s riding and camping. Winter is the worse time for us cause we get cabin fever LOL.
I don't know what to do I try to be nice, make him a good dinner maybe clean extra but it has to be in the same room cause If I do little her in kitchen, then clean, towel, and wash clothes.
When he gets home he starts a fight with me on WHAT ISN"'T done!! IM DISABLED I just can't decide I will clean the whole house in 5 hours!! I CAN ONLY STAND 10MIN. THEN THE BACKPAIN STARTS ON A SCALE 1 TO 10 IN 10 MIN ITS GETS TO A 8.
He says he is sick of hearing about it so I stop now HE THINKS I can do it Damn if ya do dam if ya don't catch 22
My fav. is I have a double edge sword.
Thank you for listen all I can't cry in front of him he says IM ACTING LIKE A VICTUM
God Bless All Of
Katy
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