Life in a nutshell

Well I finally got the news today that my parents are getting a divorce and putting our house up for sale. Not only that but they didn't even tell me. What they pretty much said was pack up all your shit. I am not a kind of person who believes in divorce, especially when my mom and dad seemed happy together. I woke up today to see lighting and thunder, Pretty much sums my life up, but then I think to myself Why do I wake up?? Why can't I just die? It is what I really want. I am so sick and tired of all the bullshit in my life. I don't know which parent I want to live with. I don't want to be with anyone of them right now. I want to be alone, I want to escape. Away from bills, phones, planes, buisnesses money, responsibilies. I try not to cry to often, but I have to be honest and say that I was crying after I heard this news. I am just tying to be a man about it but it feels like the 18 years of my life was just wasted. I don't really talk to people on here so I don't really expect any responces. This is just my time to vent.