Life Changes

My life is going in a good way finally, I keep having this thought when things are completely perfect with my family (never perfect but managable) The best, most supportive friends, still no girlfriend which in a was is the the best part believe me i would love to smile and laugh with the most beautiful girl and have the whole world know that i was lucky enough to have her but that's besides he point, I am planning and saving up to move to Finnland, Europe during the summer that i graduate which is in 2 and a half years but they have free university so that's perfect for me and i've always loved to travel i'm going on this Europe trip to Italy and Greece on easter break next year it's this program my school offers and i can't wait i'm gonna love Italy and Greece but that's only for 12 days when i move to Finnland i'll be gone for four years i won't see my friends or my family and that means i have to say good by t my father at the age of 17 i'll have to leave my father and my brother and my gandparents and everything i've ever known for four years and that's if i ever come back which i may not, it's a lot to think about and even plan at 14 but i know i'm gonna do it because i would be so miserable to live here my whole life. 

I am in a play ( Footloose) but i'm not in the play i'm stage crew and before you think that's so boring, i got to help my friend this last weekend, he works in light and sound so he took my on the cat walk and it was sooooooo high up and it was scary at first but then it was just way to much fun to be afraid of anymore so i really enjoyed it and it's pretty cool backstage you get to see all the inner workings of the play and the staging which is cool for me because i've always been the one on the stage during the show not behind the curtain so i'm really excited. 

thank you for listening to my random thoughts, oh and i got two pet rats and they are sooo cute and soooo smat and i love them sooo much, okay bye