Life as I know it at the moment
Ok so good news it is getting back to the norm. my life, that is. the whole episode is over. phew! sigh of relief. lets see hmm...been going to singles deal at church and have met a couple of new friends. but yuck! the church sucks kinda dead. im used ta the get up, hip hop and holla church. AMEN! so, what should i do? just not go to service? cuz, thing is the singles group is right after the service. so, unless that changes. idk... no man as of late. i told my friend and %&*! buddy about my episode i dk i just opened up and let it all out. maybe i just need to vent? cuz he just doesnt seem to give a damn! well well work is alright but times are tough and sales are slow to come so the hours are minute. but a couple places are hiring by me for pt sales accociate. will def look into. But, good news im getting $650 ssi now daddy will have to "dole" it out but hey! what more can ya ask for? my step mom is still afraid to find out they made a mistake and im really not covered on her ins. cant she just chill? my pdoc has me on the highest dosage of med known to man. lets see 400 lamictal, 30 abilify, 2 mil xanax and 150 big ones of loxitane. wow! but it all works. thats the main thing right? daddy will be going to next pdocs apt with me so that pdoc can "explain" my illness to him in ways only a pdoc can. bum news im not going to school this semester i had one bloody class left but didnt get my residency papers in on time so tuition would have been double if i wassnt classified as a resident of az. but WILL go next semester damn it ULV( my school in ca) offers a class online for womens studies or something in soc. so that will be good. i have my "feelers" already out for a new yob. so, went to circus today hell isnt bp A CIRCUS? hee hee had to throw that it spare of the moment funny and came to my mind. life is still muy lonly but with new friends its getting better all the while. who knows this time next month i could be engaged lmfao ha ha hee hee wont even touch that one with a ten foot pole! gawd tho wouldnt that be well, perfect. ok God get busy. i AM starting back to church on Sunday morning if i can get out of working with a couple of goofs for hostesing. i signed up to hostess a couple of times of week and now that Gina gives me sunday mornings they schedule me to host? I DONT THINK SO! well, thats all.toodles! glad im back arnt ya seriously i missed you all. i really do need my friends at DS you mean the world to me. maaa
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