Life and its ups and downs

It is crazy it has been 10 years since I first found out I have Ulcerative Colits, you would think by now I would be used to dealing with it. Not being able to eat certain foods, and not living a normal so called life. I feel lately I have a lot of anxiety when thinking of going out, or even having anyone over. The thing is my Colitis hasn't really been flaring a lot but I still have all this anxiety. I almost feel like never going out. Not sure what my deal is. I am taking medicine for my anxiety but I don't quite feel like it is working or maybe it is and I just worry too much.. HAHA imagine that.