Life...

I am a very complex person, medically, psychiatrically, and emotionally. I have had a lot on my plate in 24 years of living and I don't really understand why it was me who had to go through all of this. Of course, when I really think about it, why does anybody have to go through the things that they go through that negatively impact their life? I don't know, maybe I need to get off my pity pot and grow up. But maybe I have a right to be upset over the things that have happened to me and that are still happening to me. I am an adult child of an abusive alcoholic father. I have been molested and raped numerous times by various  people. I have several serious illnesses and struggle with mobility. I am depressed and severely traumatized by the things that have occurred in my life. I am also doing the best I can, and I need to remember that and give credit where credit is due. I don't know... I just wish things were different, but I have no control over that. The Serenity Prayer is a big part of my life because I can only change what I can change and the rest is history. I am Danny... And that is synonymous in my case with complex and hard to figure out... Even to myself..