Letting Go....

Letting go is the hardest thing... i keep thinking what i have to do. what he left me with... cleaning up the mess in the house we rented....  he came to get his things, and left alot of junk around. aparently he has said he got everything he needed and is not going back.... so leaving me with the clean-up? you know, as shady as this sounds... i think im just going to be done....i'll take the hit against my character for leaving a messy house... but i cant stand being there. i will go back one time to pick up the rest of my clothes.... and im done... done. im not cleaning up the mess... im not doing it.  they have a 900 dollar deposit anyway that we will not get back cause we broke the lease... so they can use that to clean up. not liek they have been so helpful in this situation, they wouldnt even talk to me cause of what HE said about me.  im just sooo done. i need to walk away.... i need to make a new life...