letter reversals and more plz help

i find myself confusing letters  flipping them in every possabble way i even find that the bed trick dont work w/ me only becase i confuse d and b as wall with p and q
i find it hard to use that trick even if i have  the other letters wich dont help me
i aslo hae trobble w/  in the exzaxt way
N Z
u n
M W
f  t
i aslo find using my hand to help me decifer uslessless becae no matter how hard i try tusing my hads to see wich is left/right i wouldt be able  atleast nothing yet
it dont stop at letters it s also at numbers 
i cant telly a 6 from a 9 on average and on rare coccasiohns if its liek a digetal clock
like such in the link of immage below id aslo do 5 and 2 
http://www.vorne.com/images/540pixel87clock.jpg
some times i find my self reading numbers and words backwards
and not on purpus
espeshily in numbers more so
becase if theres more then 2 digets that have ither 9 or 6 or both for get me telling ya what number that is 
i also feel becase of so much trobble  i dont think id get my dreams comming true any time soon most unfortunetly
non the less im still shooint for  em  just not wanting my hopes up